you know u say ur not judging us but then u talk about people at church being able to see through us. we r not fake....this is who we r and God made me like this...im not saying that that excuses me from my bad choices but... its not the people at churchs buisiness what i do ....u know as well as i do that there are people at church that think we r awfull and they say these things before they know anything for a fact.....and as u said we r not supose to judge its not our right... well im not judging anyone but people that r supose to be my family in christ r doing just that.... u want us to soo bad get our lives on trake again but what in the world would make me want to be like them... yes i am going to do great things for christ but like ive said before i am going through things that are VERY hard right now and the people at church just judge me .... they dont ask me if everything is ok they just look at me with discusted eyes and judge me... i would rather them ask ,whats wrong or if im ok or if i need someone to talk to ,than look at me like that. i would even be happy if they just said something nice to me every once in a whyle but no ... they always have something to say bout me clothes and other stuff that dont realy matter. i do have respect for a very few at the church but i refuse to be a part of a church family like that...i love yall....and im happy for u .... im glad that u r as bold as u r ...and i know u will do alot of things for God and i know that i will too...thanks for everything
no, no one is judging you at HCC, we love you. no matter what ok? I dont know who your talkin about lloking at you discusted or anything like that b/c I know our youth doesnt think anything bad about you or anyone else in our church for that matter. it just hurts to see people who know God and hwta he has to offer and not take ahold of it.
no one at church thinks you are awful or anyof yall,,,thats the honest truth(dont be rollin ur eyes on the inside either lol this is the truth really)...everyone at church does not even know this stuff is going on in their own youth...im upfront and behind the scenes i guess you could say, and im not gonna lie about any of this...i cant name a single person who looks at yall with disgusted eyes and judges you...if you think that is what is going on , well then praise God i hope you can see what really is...if you think that we are loking down on you, then why would i take so much time to sit down and plan out what i want to say and pray that you understand my motives and that you take it with the right heart...your family in christ is not there to wait for yall to go thru hard situations then just slam you when you start messin up...if you think i or anybody else looks at you with disgusted eyes and thinks ur awful well then tell the devil to shut his mouth and quit listing to him...we love everysingle one of you...i love yall so much...really i do and i hate it that yall have to deal with some of the CRAP yall do...like i said, if i could i would put myself in yalls situation just so yall wouldnt have to...i would put myself in yalls situation...dont think for one secondi wouldnt...i would and i know how to handle the devil(not sayin u dont)...i give him no joy in seeing me upset...i do not allow my emotions to rule my actions...i do not allow the situation at hand to bring me down, I AM NOT GOING TO, i know what the word says about me and that is what i am going to stand on...thats why i would take it on for yall...if i once have ever said anything at all to make you think i was judging or condeming i sincerely apologize i just get so ticked at the devil for pullin people down from where they are supposed to be...that was a low blow, but why in the world would you not want to have the Joy that i have and the conscience of knowing that whatever goes on im doing the will of my father...i know hard situations come and pressure comes and just you dont even think of it as pressure, you just do it just because...this is not me judging you, but i am gonna say this...i do know what God created you for...God created you to win, God created you to suceed, God created you to live a prosperous life full of joy and peace, he created you to be one with him,,, that is why i constantly say if yall need anyone to talk to im here...i say that all the time...ITS BECAUSE I CARE...and im not going to look at you any different no matter what you say to me...im gonna pray for you and help you break those chains...thats what id do if you came up to me...not tell a single soul...and if youve never heard me say i am here to talk...well hey im hear to talk...email me vhsmulletluvr16@yahoo.com...im me...just something...ill have nothing to say except to encourage you and help you in any way possible... ive got alot more to say but not enough time right now
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that is why i constantly say if yall need anyone to talk to im here...i say that all the time...ITS BECAUSE I CARE...and im not going to look at you any different no matter what you say to me...im gonna pray for you and help you break those chains...thats what id do if you came up to me...not tell a single soul...and if youve never heard me say i am here to talk...well hey im hear to talk...email me vhsmulletluvr16@yahoo.com...im me...just something...ill have nothing to say except to encourage you and help you in any way possible...
ive got alot more to say but not enough time right now
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