Lost in Translation...???
My life seems to be together but yet I don't feel whole...
I found that if I actually put my head to math its really easy. I get everything and I'm doing good on the tests and quizzes so far. I had a bit of trouble at the end of last semester and I mean to make up for it this time around. It's a lot easier than I thought Algebra II would be I just had to actually listen, work hard, pay attention, and do the homework right away to remember it... and its working. I'm proud of myself right now.
Track is being kind of dull right now. I don't particularly like it that much, its not fun at all yet. Usually isn't in the beginning but I'm hoping when the track meets start every single week it'll be easier and it'll get to be more fun. I still don't know all of our freshman but mostly I know them... I'm hoping I'm not going to disappoint anyone... I feel like if I'm not the best I will disappoint everyone... and I'm nervous for our first couple of meets because I'm scared I wont be good.... like to me 2nd is good but I know I can do better and everyone else does too and I know I'd feel like a failure. At the SVSU meet I felt like a failure because I couldn't get us first in the 4x2 and I felt horrible in my dash for getting 2nd too. Track in a way means nothing to me,... but then again it also means everything to me.
I was feeling a little sad... today when I was listening to this song... by Vitamin C - Graduation it was on one of my old Cd's. It reminds me of Nessa and it makes me think of her graduating this year. It's sad,... I don't want Doyle, Cam, Kyle, Jessica, Nessa, Mariah, Lexi and a bunch of other people to leave... I can't imagine not picking on Doyle everyday... laughing with Cam in band, Kyle and Jessica making statements about modeling, Nessa complaining about me never hanging out with her, Lexi telling Plankton Nessa was a lesbian as a joke lol, Mariah at Mickey D's playing Youker with everyone... it makes me sad... lol but theres still 31 days till they graduate to spend with them! Aw... I can't imagine life without em... :( =)
Prom is this weekend =)
~ Excited to wear my Prom Dress
~ Excited for my outfit too
~ Excited to get to dance
Track Meet on Saturday
~ It's at 10 in the morning... =(
~ I'll have absolutely no sleep =(
~ I'll probably end up having to run =( =(
17th Birthday
~ Excited because its my birthday! =)
~ the 14th is my party way excited for that!
~ Just genuinely excited because I'll be 17
Applying for a Bunch of Jobs
~ Hopefully something works out :)
Spring Break
~ I'm so excited I just can't hide it.
~ I need a break and some sleep...
~ April 14th Spring Break Starts!
~ 7 school days left with EQUALS ONE WEEK!
Project Close-Up
~ 12 School Days left till I leave for Project Close-Up
~ 24 days total including weekends till Project Close-Up
~ I need to buy clothes for that...
~ We have a meeting on Thursday for Project Close-up
41 School Days left till school Ends!!!
36 School Days left for Project Close-Up Students!!! ( We wont be here for a week)