"Meeeeew."

Jan 17, 2006 22:47

So, in the recent past…

I figured out Friday night that Whiskey is definitely my hard alcohol of choice. Friday night was a beautiful night of whiskey, a variety of other alcoholic beverages, faggot sweaters, vomiting, water crackers, dancing, bombing harbors, more vomiting, speaking French, crying with an amazing someone, laughing, getting wet, losing my sunglasses, getting somewhat intimate with a toilet bowl and being racist. Well, maybe I overindulged but nevertheless, yum!

This weekend, I also found myself in SF with Kailyn, Mick and Josh-pretty people. We went to a cute camera store, City Lights Bookstore, and Amoeba Records. I’m completely in love with City Lights btw, it’s amazingly charming. We took the 1 both to and from SF and despite being tired and grumpy, the view and contrast of the coast from day to night was remarkably beautiful and was enough to put a smile on my face.

Hm. I’ve been watching Arrested Development like crazy. I’m hooked.

I've started the whole apologizing way to much thing again. I need to stop.

…other stuff…

Being back in Santa Cruz is nice. It's currently raining, and I'm sick, but for some reason it feels right to be here in my dorm room, listening to a bit of Mozart, waiting for laundry, avoiding the stack of work on my desk, updating my LJ.

Actually, these past two weeks can be compared to a wild, pleasant carnival ride as I continue to scramble through my music classes while burning various other candles-really, who cares if I’m “burning the candle from both ends” when there are so many candles to burn…I’m thankful for this revelation. I’m particularly, even more so, thankful that I have a group of beautiful friends that have helped me come to this realization. It's really awkward and strange that I say this but but they have really made a difference in my life. Ignore the awkwardness.

So, _________s are beautiful; I have beautiful friends to drink with, whom I love and adore; I have a beautiful person to occasionally cuddle with and I have classes where I feel like I’m mostly in control.

With all the bearing stresses of one's general life, for once, I feel strangely relaxed.

I’m happily content.

Life’s beautiful.
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