Feb 27, 2007 21:46
There's drama in my life again. And it's not from Freddie suprisingly. Which on that note, I talked to him yesterday. It was very strange. I avoided talking about me because there really isn't anything to tell him about my life. I mean, what do I say, "I'm sorry for laying this down on you right now, but I still desperately like you, and I don't know how to change my feelings. And I don't know how I still like you after everything you've put me through, but it seems like these feelings aren't going away any time soon." I wouldn't do that, because it would put me in an awkward situation. I just talked to him about him, and his band... apparently he's having problems with Melanie (no elaboration! I refused to ask, I don't want to know) and the band and his job. He works at Bill Millers. Haha, that sucks but whatever floats his boat. Haha. It made me mad because he thought that I forgot everything that we talked about in a month. For me to fall for him so much in five months and then he just ignores everything like it was just a passing day... I don't know, give me more credit than that! -___-'''
But Dustin is pissing me off too.
I posted a letter about that.
No elaboration because he's my drama now.
And I'm cutting it off.
There's a statisitcs test tomorrow that I haven't studied for. (-__-") Could be worse. I at least know what I'm doing. Westin doesn't.