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just when i think i've kinda got it back together...i don't.
i cannot manage to pick up the phone and reach out to anyone like i need too.
i have spent so long locking myself inside i'm stuck there now. lock up -> fro,m being f*ed over-> me and no trust for anything even myself.
when i get the nerve to actually say some things out loud or write it out, i lose it.
i cannot manage to pick up the phone and reach out to anyone like i need too.
i have spent so long locking myself inside i'm stuck there now. lock up -> fro,m being f*ed over-> me and no trust for anything even myself.
when i get the nerve to actually say some things out loud or write it out, i lose it.