Tell me it'll be like this forever

Mar 22, 2005 22:39

Wow, everyone is in the same boat, were all thinkin about "the future" when i was littler the future seemed so far off. Me playin house, and dress up where all that mattered. Your right, boys had cooties. And no one could tell me n e different, i would never get married or have kids, but i was gonna be a carrer woman, i planned on it ever since i was like 4, i was gonna be a doctor and i was gonna make money. I never thought that life would throw me so many things, im all grown up and have the scars to prove it, ive been threw a lot and have realized that no matter how much you try, you cant stop time, you cant freeze a moment, you cant pretend your life away..so im putting away the "dress up" clothes and im growin up... in two months im graduating, this moment that we have all looked forward to our whole lives is here, how did it come soo fast, time seemed to creep, and now that it is here its almost unreal. its almost like my mind cannot rap itself around sucha concept..
There are soo many reasons that im happy its almost over, in aug. im moving out, im going to college (BCC! lol) ill be wrking in the hospotal full time, and ill be living with my best friend. But then again.. in two months ill have to say goodbye to some of the loves of my life.. Dena and Rach, my grls, i love hangin out all of us and just doofing around i have soo much fun with them, they are soo awsome, Dena will be going to amrelittle (sp?) on a soccer scholership and rach to UNF on a scholership. My baby craigy is going to USF and ill miss him more than anythin. Not seeing him everyday will kill me and i dont know wat ill do without him, he is one of the best friends ive ever had.. Cathleen, going to UNF.. who will i talk to about the things i talk about eith her? she is like my otha half. and i dk wat ill do with out her. ill miss soo many ppl and i just cant take it.

On a lighter note YAY renee OFFICIAL MOUSE!
tomorrow going out with dena rach and kell to i think smokey bones at around 645 if you wannu join

LAYTE
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