Mar 29, 2008 02:02
Babysat most of the day today. Always exhausting, but I love those damn kids. I'm up in Yonkers now, twitching for a cigarette. I have to go to Nyack tomorrow for a 9-5 Nyack Heritage class with the crazy christians. That should be tons of fun, so most likely I'll have a lot to right about tomorrow. HA. They're gonna love me. *Note to Self* Find out if I can be expelled for smoking on campus.
2am already, and I have to be up in about 5 hours. Oh well.
My mom told me that my grandpa was doing horribly today and that I shouldn't go seem him Sunday like I was planning too because it's too sad. I think that's bullshit.
It's been so long since I've actually journaled that I'm having a hard time just letting my fingers do the talking for me. Soon I'll be able to just let my mind go. Hopefully it wont go too far that it forgets to come back after I'm done writing.
I miss having friends.