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[gothsoccerdude]

And so today, Laura invited me to her and Kozim's rehearsal dinner the night before the wedding as well...

sigh...

I'm so hurt I can't even feel anything any more...she was wounded me so deeply that my whole heart has gone cold and numb

Comments

[pnk_13]

You asked for advice in your last entry so here is my advice. Stop dwelling on them and get on w/ your life. If you were hurt that badly there is no need to go to the wedding or send a card or presesent. Stop all contact until you have healed and then maybe you can resume your friendship. Otherwise talking about it and reliving it in your mind will keep you forever a victim and you will never get over it. You have to just let it go, it is over.

[gothsoccerdude]

Ya know, Keri, there's part of me that really agrees with that, and another part of me that's like 'well, going to the wedding will bring me some closure, and then I'll just move on..." I mean, she's already crushed my heart in the trash compactor, I kinda feel like might well go ahead and watch her bulldoze it into the landfill while she's at it...