"I don't know, brothers, but I'm hurtin' real bad inside."
I've really been through a shitty 24 hours and unfortunately, it ain't over yet. I'm not sure if hope or denial is keeping me from breaking down in tears, but I'm holding it together. I had good friends to keep me company and make me laugh today, but my first real relationship in years in on the rocks. There's other bad stuff happening, but it's not really my place to discuss since it involves other people that don't need their business blogged about.
I think maybe I'm in love and I hate that everything has come between us like this. I'm not mad at her at all. I don't have it in me to be mad at her.
I just don't want to go through this again. I want to wake up and have everything go back to the way it was.
But what can you do? The sun still rose this morning. I've survived a lot of crap, and as much as I just want to hear her say she loves me again or have her kiss me on the cheek, I'm tougher than I look and bouncing back is an art form for me.
In the words of Iron Man, "I need a drink."
I think maybe I'm in love and I hate that everything has come between us like this. I'm not mad at her at all. I don't have it in me to be mad at her.
I just don't want to go through this again. I want to wake up and have everything go back to the way it was.
But what can you do? The sun still rose this morning. I've survived a lot of crap, and as much as I just want to hear her say she loves me again or have her kiss me on the cheek, I'm tougher than I look and bouncing back is an art form for me.
In the words of Iron Man, "I need a drink."