BRB.

[gothrumefirst]

Leaving in a few hours on a plane to go to Hawaii!

Semi hiatus in that I THINK I'll have internet in the evenings for a few hours before I go to bed but I can't entirely be sure of it or how much energy I'll have for threading. THAT SAID.

ESSAY MEME
I have a long plane flight. I will get bored. Give me things to write about!

I play Emiri, girl

Comments

[songtoallmy]

eeeeeeeeeeee essays!!

I think Eugénie has a similar conflict when she thinks about what her future is going to be like, now: she never anticipated seeing Franz alive until she came to camp, and that changed a lot of the things she wants, which brought up new conflicts that are probably going to conflict with Albear's wants and Franz's wants (though she's pretty sure she knows the biggest thing he wants, which is for them to move on and learn to live without him). Selfishly, she wants to take the both of them to a new place where they can start over and live happily, with just the three of them, and be like a real family. Realistically, she knows that's not only a selfish desire, but that it's unrealistic. Eugénie's not happy with the idea of going back to France, but as long as Albear chooses to return for his reasons, she'll start to accept it as the right thing to do, eventually. She left some things in Paris that she'd rather leave behind entirely, but there's still a part of her that knows she can never cut her ties to it, and that as long as Albear lives there, she will still think of it as her home, in some manner or other.