The Prayer
God give me strength and dancing feet
and the power to impress
help me outshine the moon.
this month sucks. my birthday was so great. the week after my dad died was still ok. I am so far off the rails now.
I've been dumped by both the people I was dating. I am a basket case for not dealing with any emotions associated with my father for the past four years. I am so filled with love for the world and want to hurt myself so bad its a little out of hand. and the other shit in my life still manages to have not disappeared. my laundry hasn't done itself. I magically don't make shitloads of money, or even enough to do much more than survive. my hair's still not red all the time.
I am so lucky and so blessed. I am drowning while floating.
I hate wanting more than what is given to me
and the power to impress
help me outshine the moon.
this month sucks. my birthday was so great. the week after my dad died was still ok. I am so far off the rails now.
I've been dumped by both the people I was dating. I am a basket case for not dealing with any emotions associated with my father for the past four years. I am so filled with love for the world and want to hurt myself so bad its a little out of hand. and the other shit in my life still manages to have not disappeared. my laundry hasn't done itself. I magically don't make shitloads of money, or even enough to do much more than survive. my hair's still not red all the time.
I am so lucky and so blessed. I am drowning while floating.
I hate wanting more than what is given to me