Mar 14, 2010 16:57
I"m still alive and well. Slightly stressed but things will be okay. I found out my thyroid has completely stopped functioning, I'm insulin resistant and there's some weird issue with my liver. Lucky me I have a good doctor who's doing his best to figure it all out and get me on the right track. I have a diabetes educator who is overseeing my diet and now actually use my gym membership. I still have moment where I miss my cousin very much and often I'm still in disbelief that he's really gone. It has only been four months. But he knew I loved him and thought of him as a brother. My sister is expecting. It's gonna be another boy and he's due this week. I'm looking forward to seeing another little one around. Her boyfriend is an idiot however and can't seem to put his family before his alcohol. Which means I have to see about changing my shift at work and taking on another job as well as school. I am going to have a full plate but I can do this. School means a better position in the company and working two jobs means I can pull myself out of debt. I just have to dig deep and get ready. But everything will be okay. I'm glad I had two people in my life who lived those words otherwise I wouldn't believe them.