My rant for the afternoon
Am feeling frustrated atm, though I'm not gonna explain why here. Let's just say that I hate it when mountains are made out of molehills and I'm left feeling cheap over something that shouldn't have been a big deal.
Also, I've just frustrated myself even more because I said I wouldn't vent my emotions on here ever again...ah well, there we go. Sod it.
Rant over.
Moving on...am receiving a phonecall from one of my best friends in a little while. He lives in America so we hardly ever get to talk properly. We were in a sort of relationship at one point a few years ago but what's the point when we never get to see each other? Plus, I now have a friend who I can happily love for life without any bitterness :D (teehee, I'm not just saying all this incase he reads it ;) Mwahahah) I suppose the problem with a long distance relationship is that you tend to ideallise your partner. And, as you never see them, you can believe what you want about them...you can place your perfect idea of love upon them. I'm not saying ALL long distance relationships are wrong though. I suppose I'm particularly bitter about them because of Harry...an ex of mine who went away to uni and couldn't manage a long distance relationship with me. I'm over that now though :)
I really should just shut up and stop having philosophical conversations with myself, it just shows everyone what a sad loner I am ;)
Not much else to say. I have a stupid essay to write...I've had a month but there's nothing quite like leaving it till the last minute.
Saw my friend Josh earlier (an author, and boyfriend of my best friend Jen). He seemed to like my curly hair. (NB. My sister curled my hair yesterday for 80s night; it has kept in place despite the fact that I slept on it last night. Hair spray is fantastic stuff!) Am wondering whether to have it curled permanently...a loose perm might be rather nice. Curls do seem to suit me. I was naturally curly when i was younger.
Oh my gosh, I've just spent ages talking about my hair...what a girl! :P
I'm going to go before I embarrass myself further. Hope all is well with whoever bothers to read this, and please ignore everything i said, hehe.
Also, I've just frustrated myself even more because I said I wouldn't vent my emotions on here ever again...ah well, there we go. Sod it.
Rant over.
Moving on...am receiving a phonecall from one of my best friends in a little while. He lives in America so we hardly ever get to talk properly. We were in a sort of relationship at one point a few years ago but what's the point when we never get to see each other? Plus, I now have a friend who I can happily love for life without any bitterness :D (teehee, I'm not just saying all this incase he reads it ;) Mwahahah) I suppose the problem with a long distance relationship is that you tend to ideallise your partner. And, as you never see them, you can believe what you want about them...you can place your perfect idea of love upon them. I'm not saying ALL long distance relationships are wrong though. I suppose I'm particularly bitter about them because of Harry...an ex of mine who went away to uni and couldn't manage a long distance relationship with me. I'm over that now though :)
I really should just shut up and stop having philosophical conversations with myself, it just shows everyone what a sad loner I am ;)
Not much else to say. I have a stupid essay to write...I've had a month but there's nothing quite like leaving it till the last minute.
Saw my friend Josh earlier (an author, and boyfriend of my best friend Jen). He seemed to like my curly hair. (NB. My sister curled my hair yesterday for 80s night; it has kept in place despite the fact that I slept on it last night. Hair spray is fantastic stuff!) Am wondering whether to have it curled permanently...a loose perm might be rather nice. Curls do seem to suit me. I was naturally curly when i was younger.
Oh my gosh, I've just spent ages talking about my hair...what a girl! :P
I'm going to go before I embarrass myself further. Hope all is well with whoever bothers to read this, and please ignore everything i said, hehe.