a poem to bore you with

[gothmermaid]

without you i am
alone.
i am a river with no mouth
seperated
split
from what i am and
what i wish to be
in your absence i am
what i am without the gimmer that you bring
you make me shimmer,
make things within me shine and become golden
with the beauty that is your stare.
speak to me even though we are parted
talk to me of what the world is
and the cloud that i have fallen from.
with the punishment that the heart gives,
and the loneliness that the mind brings
what will i do?
how will i exist without you?
i want you to be the air
surround me,
i want to breathe you into my lungs and be with you
make me inhale
make me yern for your necture.
i will never be the same
if the last time we parted is the last glimpse i will ever get
i want nothing more than to be with you, with the body of you ,
i want nothing more than to always be near you.
so what the can i do?
waht must i do to make you see that i need you to breathe.
because you are the air
you are the 1 a.m. poem that lingers and lurks in my mind
you are everything that i am and you are the only one that has left,
lost among the fog of time
seek and you shall want,
be lost and you shall be lost,
loose yourself in me forget why you left
who you met
what you want to be
and be with me
be lost with me....

i wrote that about the someone i used to know a long long time ago