Aug 24, 2005 10:37
well i havent been on 4 a long time so here is what is goin on with my life. me and amity broke up after 1 year and 3 months. love her still but not as much i bet she doesnt want me to ever show her my face again. so the next time she tries to say hi im just going to say "oh now you want to talk to me" it really sux beeing sing but i cand do alot more stuff with other people i no i should try to get back with amity but shana told me that she doesnt like me that way. i also think that amity wants to go out with one of my ex friends aaron which is also my older sister mindys ex so i think that she would change her mind.
ne ways i miss hangin out with my old friends like chris nichols, alex dore, and rob.my life is going down the drain right now all i have that is good to me now is people at my church. my family is sometimes to. i realy hate life right now its like i want something but i dont no what i want and it is geting on my nerves i dont want to go for it than it turns out to be bad. if u no what i meen. i just fill that all i want is a new life i think i need to change the way i am and that people would start liking me more. i wander if i broke evryones trust and noone can trust me any more. i think that would really suck.
and everyone that reads this i have a new website for you to go to it is tagged.com it is an awsome website were u can chat and do like nething u want i met over 100 people on it in like 3 days and im not lieing eather. this is a website were u can actually meet people your age it is really cool.well im going to let u go peace out.