5 months!!!!!
Wensday, August 8th, was mine and Shane's 5th month together. I couldn't believe it was the 5th month already!! But it is...I love him so much, I don't know what I'd do without him. I'd prolly continue living my boring ass life but with the cutting of the hands and suicide attempts...I've gone through that a few weeks ago when my family had a big fight....
i dont remember when it was...but it was a saturday a few weeks ago...anyway, my moms boss had this work picnic at his house. so my, steve, mike, jayme, my mom and dad all went. we were there for a few hours and my dad had ALOT to drink and my mom had one martini or w/e the hell you call it. so we got in the car and my dad thinking hes sober gets in the car and DRIVES WHILE DRUNK!!! we almost got into 2 accidents...we got home and he no sooner had we walked in the door my dad starts yelling at my lil bro jayme..hes really 13 but im 16 so yea...hes little to me...anyway, apparently my dad said jayme said "dad's drunk were gonna crash." which we almost did. but neway, i never heard jayme say that cuz i was sitting right next to him...steven..his son, my stepbrother, said it...not jayme...so i start yelling at my dad for yelling at jayme....jayme goes upstairs crying blah blah blah. i keep yelling at my dad...then he hits me in the face....that was just going way toooooo far...i slapped him bak and went upstairs b4 he could swing at me again...i went in jayme's room to comfort him...my mom came out of the bathroom and starts yelling at my dad sayin he should be yelling at his own fuckin kids and not hers all the time. she starts crying, yells up the stairs for me and jayme to pack our stuff and we leave and go to my gramas house for the night....we get home the next day and everything creepy and too quiet....but w/e...i just hope they get a divorce REALLLLLLLLY SOOOOOONNNN.....i HATE my stepdad...but im gonna go for now..im seriously tired..got up at 6:30 cuz my grandpa was makin my pancakes...so i had those after about 3 months pancakeless...they were good...but neway..im gonna go...i'll write more later if i feel like it...if not..then tomorrow...so screw you!!
<3 I'll love you always and never let go<3
Shane McCauliffe<3
i dont remember when it was...but it was a saturday a few weeks ago...anyway, my moms boss had this work picnic at his house. so my, steve, mike, jayme, my mom and dad all went. we were there for a few hours and my dad had ALOT to drink and my mom had one martini or w/e the hell you call it. so we got in the car and my dad thinking hes sober gets in the car and DRIVES WHILE DRUNK!!! we almost got into 2 accidents...we got home and he no sooner had we walked in the door my dad starts yelling at my lil bro jayme..hes really 13 but im 16 so yea...hes little to me...anyway, apparently my dad said jayme said "dad's drunk were gonna crash." which we almost did. but neway, i never heard jayme say that cuz i was sitting right next to him...steven..his son, my stepbrother, said it...not jayme...so i start yelling at my dad for yelling at jayme....jayme goes upstairs crying blah blah blah. i keep yelling at my dad...then he hits me in the face....that was just going way toooooo far...i slapped him bak and went upstairs b4 he could swing at me again...i went in jayme's room to comfort him...my mom came out of the bathroom and starts yelling at my dad sayin he should be yelling at his own fuckin kids and not hers all the time. she starts crying, yells up the stairs for me and jayme to pack our stuff and we leave and go to my gramas house for the night....we get home the next day and everything creepy and too quiet....but w/e...i just hope they get a divorce REALLLLLLLLY SOOOOOONNNN.....i HATE my stepdad...but im gonna go for now..im seriously tired..got up at 6:30 cuz my grandpa was makin my pancakes...so i had those after about 3 months pancakeless...they were good...but neway..im gonna go...i'll write more later if i feel like it...if not..then tomorrow...so screw you!!
<3 I'll love you always and never let go<3
Shane McCauliffe<3