news report 06-05-28
I just finished Anego today, sad and happy and confusing but go show. I'd recomend it to those who dont mind dramas. It's not too crazy unrealistic... kinda ^.^'
welp.. life is moving... at a life like pace... I'm still wondering... if what I'm doing is good or not. I've decided not to go oto my prom, I still don;t have a job, and I never got the 5 hr sheet. sooo.. I might have to take that along WITH drivers' Ed. T.T
Dani and Lizz are going to HVCC next year, my dad was egging me to do it, but even if I wanted, I wouldnt be able to. The sad thing is... I used to have more drive then Dani atleast, but now I'm going to be stuck in HS with no money and no talent. I can;t seem to do much right, and it;s bad.
Trying to learn guitar, again. I suck. I also don;'t know how to tune this. I miss Stephen Terribly. he's doing so well in korea, I'm happy for him though. He is and always was a wonderful brother and person. I'm glad he got out of here. It makes me wonder... will I get to Japan ever? my heart longs for it, but I'm unsure if it will ever happen.
In good news: I have a new Boy friend... and I dont think ' well for my next bf...' I'm more of.. ok one day we'll.... we'll dress up and I'll pluck his eye brows and put him in some shiney make up and we'll move to japan... and he can cross dress and I'll take photos ^.^' yep, he's a wanna be cross dresser, and acts a bit like a cat.. and is an artist, and plays the key board.... yep... he;s a winner.
though, in my bad news... every thing I am in with, I crush and ruin. sooo.. I hope I dont fuck this relatiuonship up too. !v.v'
I am happy. one day I will be content. hopefully.
welp.. life is moving... at a life like pace... I'm still wondering... if what I'm doing is good or not. I've decided not to go oto my prom, I still don;t have a job, and I never got the 5 hr sheet. sooo.. I might have to take that along WITH drivers' Ed. T.T
Dani and Lizz are going to HVCC next year, my dad was egging me to do it, but even if I wanted, I wouldnt be able to. The sad thing is... I used to have more drive then Dani atleast, but now I'm going to be stuck in HS with no money and no talent. I can;t seem to do much right, and it;s bad.
Trying to learn guitar, again. I suck. I also don;'t know how to tune this. I miss Stephen Terribly. he's doing so well in korea, I'm happy for him though. He is and always was a wonderful brother and person. I'm glad he got out of here. It makes me wonder... will I get to Japan ever? my heart longs for it, but I'm unsure if it will ever happen.
In good news: I have a new Boy friend... and I dont think ' well for my next bf...' I'm more of.. ok one day we'll.... we'll dress up and I'll pluck his eye brows and put him in some shiney make up and we'll move to japan... and he can cross dress and I'll take photos ^.^' yep, he's a wanna be cross dresser, and acts a bit like a cat.. and is an artist, and plays the key board.... yep... he;s a winner.
though, in my bad news... every thing I am in with, I crush and ruin. sooo.. I hope I dont fuck this relatiuonship up too. !v.v'
I am happy. one day I will be content. hopefully.