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....have you ever seen someone go through life and trulely not care? I have threatened to do evil things in my life... alot, and it wasnt until right now that I realized that I am capable of evil. What happens when you find something, love it, cherish it and build time and effort into it... then get it ripped away... by a coincidence no less. It makes one sad. Angry. Depressed. Then finally numb.
If there is a point to this entry, it is that whatever in my life I once considered private or sacred, is lost. I lost interest in ideals I once held dear. Fuck them. Now... I swaer on my dead mother's urn, I will have my revenge on the people who made deliberately my life harder than it had to be. I have nothing left to lose. To quote someone, "you know who i am talking about!!!!!!!!!?????????"
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If there is a point to this entry, it is that whatever in my life I once considered private or sacred, is lost. I lost interest in ideals I once held dear. Fuck them. Now... I swaer on my dead mother's urn, I will have my revenge on the people who made deliberately my life harder than it had to be. I have nothing left to lose. To quote someone, "you know who i am talking about!!!!!!!!!?????????"
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