dreamishness

[gothicwhite]

Okay, so. Weird dreams, lately. Am crashing at the tsuin's apartment (goin' on almost a WEEK, now) until she gets sick of me, and. Weird dreams. I keep having this one, at least four times, now, where the roads leading up to my home are underwater. There are creatures living there, our home is like a castle. Some of the creatures are the biggest effing koi you will ever effing see, like. The size of tuna, a little smaller than dolphins. There is a king, and he rules, but lurking somewhere is the painted lady / old spotted bitch / duchess of the lake. She's one of those black, snowy-white and brilliant fire orange koi, and she's bigger than the old gentleman king, and. People (I don't know who) keep promising to catch her for me. To reel her in. I, in my dreams, know this will never happen, and everything in the dream world is. Glowy. Fairy tale-ish, me up at the second story of our house / castle looking over the water, watching the old fish king lazily swim and train up his ever-so-many-great grandbabies behind him. It's beautiful. Somewhere, the painted lady watches, and lurks, and observes, and laughs at those who try to catch her.

I think maybe I know the painted lady? In the dreams. I think we meet eyes, and I know none will catch her, and that's just fine with me.



Erm. Yeah. *runs off and hides*

Also, am thinking of un-f-locking my smut posts (not the poetry), Y/N?