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today i ended ^ goin to hopey's b-day thingy which wouldn't have been that bad if it hadn't been @ the skate park. robert & krystal were there (joy), but i was sortta nice in a very rude way of flipping them & refusing to speak a single syllable to them. i saw dunner, lil-d, bobby, jarrell, robb, dycus, archie, dani, dani's perverted lil brother, & a few other ppl that weren't there for the b-day shit. i prolly would've been okay w/ that, but i made the mistake of dragging someone along w/ me & although i luv him to pieces... it was like fuckin deja voo. everytime i would blink these images of bein @ the skate park w/ aaron & everybody else, which was really fucked ^ b/c i was sitting in the car w/ somebody that shouldn't make me even think the name aaron much less remind me of him. although they r nothing alike i can't help but be plagued by so many memories of me & aaron everytime i'm w/ that person, but today was worse than ever b/c there was a moment there that i honestly didn't wanna open my eyes & let those memories fade. well, i'm outta here.