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So I'm not sure if anyone reads this in cyperspace anymore.
But I thought I would write this since I have no one to tell.
Being home is awkward. Worse then awkward. I feel as if my place here has been slowly replaced, and I should have only stayed for a few days. My visit have been prolonged.
For the first time ever my sister refuses to speak with me. For a reason that is unknown to me. We have always been close and able to talk. To my knowledge I have honestly done nothing to deserve it. It's been going on since Christmas day.
And my dad just went to bed without saying good night. I left my door open so he would see it. Something happened. And you know? I don't really want a part in it. I would like it to be fixed, and I don't think I ever had my bit in it, so I would like to stay out. Thank you very much.
Murakoz is home, apparently, which is nice. Maybe I'll get to see her? But I have no other contact with her then LJ. which sucks... but maybe she'll read this.
Um, New Years is going to... well suck as it does every year. M is off doing her thing, and... that's all I've got.
Not to mention that dad and his gf are rocky at the moment. Perfect.
What is the universe telling me? I don't know. but it better shut up soon because it's really starting to get on my nerves. Good thing I don't have a partner at the moment. That would probably be fucked up too.
Also, I forgot to mention that I have an awkward dinner set up for me tomorrow, no doubt. Woo hoo!
So basically all and all my social situation sucks with family and all friends (half of them are away and are not replying to my 'lets get together- I'm willing to travel' requests). Lets go back to school and study my brains out. At least I won't have time to think about any of this. That would be nice. Sorry to complain.
Back to my book. ["The Brain that Changes Itself"]
But I thought I would write this since I have no one to tell.
Being home is awkward. Worse then awkward. I feel as if my place here has been slowly replaced, and I should have only stayed for a few days. My visit have been prolonged.
For the first time ever my sister refuses to speak with me. For a reason that is unknown to me. We have always been close and able to talk. To my knowledge I have honestly done nothing to deserve it. It's been going on since Christmas day.
And my dad just went to bed without saying good night. I left my door open so he would see it. Something happened. And you know? I don't really want a part in it. I would like it to be fixed, and I don't think I ever had my bit in it, so I would like to stay out. Thank you very much.
Murakoz is home, apparently, which is nice. Maybe I'll get to see her? But I have no other contact with her then LJ. which sucks... but maybe she'll read this.
Um, New Years is going to... well suck as it does every year. M is off doing her thing, and... that's all I've got.
Not to mention that dad and his gf are rocky at the moment. Perfect.
What is the universe telling me? I don't know. but it better shut up soon because it's really starting to get on my nerves. Good thing I don't have a partner at the moment. That would probably be fucked up too.
Also, I forgot to mention that I have an awkward dinner set up for me tomorrow, no doubt. Woo hoo!
So basically all and all my social situation sucks with family and all friends (half of them are away and are not replying to my 'lets get together- I'm willing to travel' requests). Lets go back to school and study my brains out. At least I won't have time to think about any of this. That would be nice. Sorry to complain.
Back to my book. ["The Brain that Changes Itself"]