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I have gotten used to the silence once again. I think I will always be used to the silence, even if it takes me a little while. I hate it but I can't help that. I can't do anything about it. I know this will always happen to me and I will never know why. I will never know why because I will never ask. I will never ask because I honestly do not want to know the reasoning's behind it. I will take my beatings with silence and be a good little girl. If I'm not good enough to be told then why should I bother to ask? I see no sense in it. I see no way of how I could get closer from it. I just want the silence to continue and I hope the silence always remains. I don't want sound from him, I just want the silence. Silence kills more then hateful words but then again I prefer the hateful silence then over the hateful words. It will take me awhile not to miss him, but I'll surely get over it with time. I just don't know how long that time will be. anyway I suppose I'm done for now.