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So it would seem that the creepy man whose painting our windows and fixing our gutters is back. He hasn't worked on our house in weeks. It was a great change. I loved the peace and quiet. I loved that he didn't wake me up at 7 in the morning on a Saturday with scraping my bedroom windows. Now he's onto the next windows that are in the room right across from mine. I honestly can not stand this man. He's nice enough but he is anything but professional. He asks personal questions and he mentions his wife a lot. He's a chitchat person, that no one really enjoys chitchatting with. Sometimes I catch him staring at me and I find that very disturbing. I don't like when I'm stared at, it gives me the willies. My mother says he hasn't done a good job with the painting but since she hired him and he's started he's going to have to finish. I honestly wouldn't miss him if she fired him. Actually I would love to never see him again. Yes, he creeps me out that much. Plus it felt weird when he was working on my bedroom windows. It felt like my privacy had been taken away from me and I couldn't do a damn thing about it. Well I could but that would involve him in the hospital and I might end up in jail, but I could tell the cops he was peeping in my windows trying to get a look at me while I showered or changed clothes. I was so tempted to shove that ladder off my windows, so very, very tempted.
Oh, I woke up at 6 this morning but I fell back to sleep after I ate breakfast. I was going to go to the Gym early this morning so I could get in a another great workout like yesterday. Now I am going to have to wait until after work. I'm sure that workout will be just as affective as the one in the mornings. Though I do prefer working out in the mornings to the afternoons. I still feel rather fat but I'm sure that feeling will go away once I lose all those dumb 4 pounds that I gained over the week/weekend. Maybe I'll lose 2 pounds, hell I would rather like to lose the 3 and 4 would be even better. I'm not getting my hopes up though. I know how to be real and stay in the real. I just hope I at least lose 1 pound, I do not want to gain anymore weight. I will not miss anymore days of working out. Like I said before I am going to be working out everyday this week and next week. I'm also changing the one coke a week to one a day. I think the one a day will be easier for me to ween myself off of them. It won't be easy, but it must be done. I need to stay healthy and fit. Hell I just want to be skinny again. I won't be stressed either, or I'll try to be stressed. I know stress is a big factor in gaining weight for women. Now that I'm not stressing over what I have been stressing over maybe it'll be easier for me to keep the weight off. Anyway that's it for now. Until tomorrow.
Oh, I woke up at 6 this morning but I fell back to sleep after I ate breakfast. I was going to go to the Gym early this morning so I could get in a another great workout like yesterday. Now I am going to have to wait until after work. I'm sure that workout will be just as affective as the one in the mornings. Though I do prefer working out in the mornings to the afternoons. I still feel rather fat but I'm sure that feeling will go away once I lose all those dumb 4 pounds that I gained over the week/weekend. Maybe I'll lose 2 pounds, hell I would rather like to lose the 3 and 4 would be even better. I'm not getting my hopes up though. I know how to be real and stay in the real. I just hope I at least lose 1 pound, I do not want to gain anymore weight. I will not miss anymore days of working out. Like I said before I am going to be working out everyday this week and next week. I'm also changing the one coke a week to one a day. I think the one a day will be easier for me to ween myself off of them. It won't be easy, but it must be done. I need to stay healthy and fit. Hell I just want to be skinny again. I won't be stressed either, or I'll try to be stressed. I know stress is a big factor in gaining weight for women. Now that I'm not stressing over what I have been stressing over maybe it'll be easier for me to keep the weight off. Anyway that's it for now. Until tomorrow.