Just a random entry

[gothicroses]

I've met someone. I really do enjoy talking with him very much. I like him a lot too. He's funny,he's got the sense of humor I love and of course he's got the right looks. Though not that, that really matters. Its what's inside that matters really. I try not to look at a persons looks so much. Usually that's how you get the assholes and the cheaters. Though I have a feeling about this one. I feel like he's one of a kind and he's special to me. I'm special to him too, though I've heard that before from someone else and three weeks later he leaves. Oh well I shouldn't be comparing the two at all. They are two totally different people. Both are wonderful people, but I only want to be with the one truly. I want to be with him more then anything right now. Though we aren't together, we would be so wonderful together. We would look great together, I want more then anything to feel his arms around me. To be able to look up at him (yes he's pretty tall!) I can't help my feelings. He's wonderful, he's awesome. I think about him most of the time and I really do like him a lot. I just wish he lived closer. I would love to be able to go visit him or for him to come visit me. I think it would be really hard for him to come visit me though, I don't think my parents would really like it all that much,me having a guy come all the way from California to stay with us for a month or a few weeks. God I would love to visit California, just so I could see him. I probably wouldn't want to leave at all if I did though. I love my life in Texas and I really don't want to move to a different state. I just oh wow I don't know, he's so wonderful in every possible way. He's sarcastic like me, and he makes me smile and laugh and I really can't help but love talking to him and him really listening to what I have to say instead of not really listening. He's so wonderful. I just wish we didn't live so far apart. I know I already said that, but I can't help it. I really, really, can't help it at all. Oh well, I hope we can figure something out, so we can be together. He's just so wonderful. ugh I need to stop repeating myself. I also can't seem to stop typing either. I'm pretty much just typing a mile a minute it seems. That means pretty damn fast if any of you are pondering on that title there. Oh wow I just saw a guys naked ass, wonderful isn't it? yes I know random, but oh well. So anyways I still can't seem to stop typing and well, I'm just talking about nothing now. I think its good to talk about nothing at times, I really do. It helps I believe, really does help a lot, with different things. ugh, here I go again just typing. I really do need to stop, really really do. Anyways I think I'm done now and I'll go to bed in just a bit and have wonderful dreams about him :)

Love you all
xox Bekah