An Understanding
Well last night was a pretty interesting night. I for once actually had a conversation with Rachel. She really isn't all that bad. I didn't like her when I first met her but I do now. She's really nice and sweet. I'm glad I gave her a chance because well then I wouldn't know what a great person she is. I also talked to her last night about my break up with my ex. She listened and gave advice and all that wonderful stuff. She even told my brother to give me a hug because I needed one and I really did. He hugged me and well I started to cry. I just let it all out when he was hugging me. It felt nice being in my big brothers arms feeling protected from the hurt and curel world. For once in awhile I did feel safe and well comfortable enough to cry. I usually don't cry in front of my brothers but this one I did. He was really understanding and we talked about it and he told me that I should get out and do stuff so I'm not always at home feeling bad. He's such a wonderful brother. He really seems to understand what I'm going through and I didn't think anyone would understand any of it. Obviously he did. Anyways I'm probably gonna go watch tv now so bye.