Oct 13, 2003 23:03
i'm sick of people. i'm tired of dealing with people & the way they treat me like i'm nothing. apparently one of my (former) close friends thinks i am a spoiled rich girl who only wants peoples pity!!!! i am neither rich nor a pity-child. hehe. yes i know i'm spoiled. anyways, point is, I HATE EVERYONE, 'cept tim, gotta love tim. no, i guess i really dont hate everyone, just those who let someone influence them in such a dramatic way that they ruin friendships, & possibly their own life, what can i say, i like revenge...
i miss tim, lots. two weeks is WAY too much time to go w/o seeing my koibito, seeing him at dairy queen doesnt count b/c i only get to talk to him for a few minutes. i miss him so damn much, i'm gonna kidnap him one day & make him go somewhere w/me, he'll probably be working, but i dont care!!!! lol, i've lost it, not that there was much to begin with...great, now i'm insulting myself again....doesnt matter b/c i'm saying all this stuff as i type it, wooho, i'm talking to myself too!!! joy.
anyways, sorry i havent written in forever, not that anything was missed b/c nothing of importance happened....damn boring life....