Remorse.. Solitude.. I NEED To Breathe.. and just be
The dam has broken.. and with it comes a flood of memories i cannot fight off..
I struggle to embrace them.. as though they were solid flesh.. discovering they aren't. disillusioned.. I watch them fade.. cold like winter.. and grey. So many things have happened... over the years..
and I've grown up.. to the sober mind frame.. though I always was sober.. just not in this reality
I see them grow.. as a family.. something I myself never quite fully had..
and tears.. for the first time.. bleeding..
words alone mere words cannot express this agonized wrenching..
I need to be alone.. I need to be able to breathe.. but instead I reach out like a babe drowning in my tears.. to try and grasp a world that i never truely belonged to to begin with...
and my heart breaks again.. bitter and empty. and cold like winter...
bitter and achrid it burns...
the taste of remorse on my tongue
I Regret... You
I struggle to embrace them.. as though they were solid flesh.. discovering they aren't. disillusioned.. I watch them fade.. cold like winter.. and grey. So many things have happened... over the years..
and I've grown up.. to the sober mind frame.. though I always was sober.. just not in this reality
I see them grow.. as a family.. something I myself never quite fully had..
and tears.. for the first time.. bleeding..
words alone mere words cannot express this agonized wrenching..
I need to be alone.. I need to be able to breathe.. but instead I reach out like a babe drowning in my tears.. to try and grasp a world that i never truely belonged to to begin with...
and my heart breaks again.. bitter and empty. and cold like winter...
bitter and achrid it burns...
the taste of remorse on my tongue
I Regret... You