Sleeping Alone At Night

Jul 30, 2004 12:47

- The Dark Gentleman finds comfort under the warm blanket of the night. The Gentleman's handbook, verse 15

Right now, I am listening to a good song by dodecahedron. The name of the song is blue. Its very good and beautifully dark.

Sleeping last night was very difficult to do. I wanted to share my bed with a speical lady. The one that I would love, but being alone and surrounded by the beauty of darkness and the light flicker of a candle. I have found some measure of clarity.

This song reminds me of many events that have happen in my lifetime. From being alone for so many years. To enduring such harshness from others. One thing remain true to me. My dark passion, and being a dark gentleman.

I have truly matured into one. Learning so much and understanding many. Hoping for someday, that my bed can be shared with someone. That I can share my glass of wine with that special lady. With hope, courage, and passion, I can obtain this.

I don't understand the trend of people nowdays. I see so many beautiful women taken by men that have no idea how lucky they are. Having a beautiful woman in your life is truly a great gift to have. But in today's society, that is no longer the case. Many are not mature, elegant, or kind to others.

Maybe my viewpoints are different from others and I understand it well. Sometimes, in my restless dreams, I see myself walking through the night. Wearing a cloak that suits me well. Just walking peacefully, under the beautiful moon and the glistering stars.

Embracing the beauty of the night. Not being yelled at or laughed at because of what I wear. I just simply adore the night, and all of its beauty.

I shall write again....

The Dark Gentleman
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