Sep 07, 2004 20:36
- In times of remembering the past, The dark gentleman shall always learn from dark experiences.
The Dark Gentleman's Handbook, Verse 18.
We all search for that special someone that gives us comfort and brings happiness into our lives. I have been searching for an companion for far to long. Someone for me to embrace, to share my philosohpy, history, and words of passion to.
Being a nightwalker, I walk under the onyx night sky to find the answers that I seek. As I search for beauty, passion, and the dying embrace that I long for, I know that someday, I shall be with that special woman.
I was in love with a beautiful girl, her named was Melisia, I became fallen and loving for her, I became truly faithful, working and being by her side until the night she broke my heart by sleeping with another man.
My heart was crused, I was angry, but yet, As a true gentleman, I complied myself and my emotions as she did it without a care in the world. She told me that she did not like me for nothing more than the simple fact that I was working at a warehouse and that I had a car. For all that matter to her was me getting her back and forth with my car and having money on my person.
She also dated other men behind my back. Men that dressed the whole hip-hop scene that I dislike so much and older men, that showed her with money.
When I left her, I found interesting friends that kept me company and that embrace me as a true friend. I offer them my wisdom and my history, forever being beloved by the night, is where I found my eternal peace.
It was during the last few months of my step-father living that I truly became Gothic. Not only did I found my shade under the beautiful moonlight that so many take for granted, but my step-father smiled at me as me told me that I truly have become a gentleman indeed.
This is one of the best gifts that I have ever received. The respect of the man that raised me. After his death, I truly devoted myself to the night, and I embrace the beauty of death, that it comes to us slowly or quickly. It is not right of us as humans to fear death, for death offers us eternal peace and eternal night.
For the past few nights, I have been longing for passion, longing for desire, longing for lust for to share my bed with a special lady.
For this enticement called for me to drink much wine last night as I lay on the floor, staring into the night, with many questions and many quest that I must take heed to. Soon, I will travel to different countries and different cultures and meet many alluring women.
I long for the taste of a female flesh, her brests that I lick with ease and care, and to penetrate my tognue deep inside of her, enjoying the taste that I recieve in my moth, the long thrist that calms my mind. The passionate voice that she makes as I offer her this gift of pleasure. Indeed, I am truly The Dark Gentleman.
I shall write again soon...
Robert, The Dark Gentleman