The Engulfed Cathedral and the beauty of death by Robert Chavis
- The Dark Cathedral, the place that give one guidance, and clarity of thought. So much meaning that has been given and offered, so much to be accepted to and desired.
Death is truly bliss, for it offers us liberation.
The Dark Gentleman Handbook - verse 17.
Hello everyone, Right now I am listening to the online radio station. "The Engulfed Cathedral".
It is a very interesting radio station, full of dark, cathedral music, no words at the movement, just pure dark music that entices the dark one and his dark spirit.
I have been playing Xenosaga: Episode one, and it was so much meaning and philosophy into it. I mean, I was writing down words and paragraphs of knowledge and wisdom.
This wisdom, I have applied to my life and I am just amazed at how well I have been learning and how far, I have been taking myself. From challenge to challenge, I have endured so much pain and misery, but yet, I must continue on, for if I don't, I cease to exist.
This is also my fate as the dark gentleman. Both good and bad, good are that I can live my life with elegance, beauty, and darkness. The other side, if I fail, then everything falls and then my quest to achieve will become pointless and then everyone will look upon one with pain and hatred. The world is hate, misery, and pain.
I have decided to lead my life on my own path and it may be true that we are not in control of our lives. Things happen for many reasons, for the future, or prepare us for our mortality.
Mortality is such an interesting word. We strive to live forever and yet, we are limited. We live, grow, age, and then die. To return to the earth, to let it live for centuries on. I believe that each one of us has a spirit that returns to each, calling it the cycle of life.
When death comes to us, we decay, we turn to sand, our bodies, return to the earth, giving it nutrients, soil, and life to others. Such is the balance of nature. To let the earth live on.
Is there such a thing as Immortality? If so, then living forever may seem as the greatest gift of all, but then, one becomes lonely, begging for death, for death gives us eternal peace.
I am no longer afraid of the term death, for death means peace, and liberation. When we die, there is no heaven or hell, there is only us. There is only the eternal darkness that embraces us and gives us comfort.
For eternal peace, this is our answer. No sadness, no pain or suffering, no misery, no hate, not even happiness exists. There is just peace and free. The ultimate gift of all existence.
All life is suffering, and it does not help that our society tries to cling on money for everything. Because at the end that we all inevitably reach. There is death, it comes to us in peace, pain, suffering, or misery, but the gift comes with peace, no more pain, suffering, misery, sadness, or despair. There is everything. Like the comfort sound of the ocean, our thoughts and minds remain, even in death, we continue to think.
This is why I embrace the dark, giving me eternal peace. Being Goth, nocturnal, and the dark gentleman. I have defined the meaning of death. This is something that one must find on their own.
Heaven or hell does not exist. If it did, I sure that hell will wait for me, for being dark gentleman and that being loyal and loved by the night. If this is true, then I have already faced my fate.
But however, Hell or Heaven cannot exist for it was created by the human mind. So therefore, it is only a thought, nothing more, noting less. There is only one absolute truth after death and that is the warm blanket of the night. Eternal darkness, eternal peace, and eternal beauty of our former selves.
During our lifetime, we find comfort during the night, the diamond of the full moon, and by embracing others. The alluring woman gives us comfort, for its her beauty, desires, and inner beauty, that gives us passion, and emotions. Our love for it remains as we forever try to fill the void only to learn that it was never a void in the first place. Only to be our desire for emotion. That is why sex is so misused nowadays, for it gives us a emotion, a feeling that is very difficult to be describe.
A tense feeling that is always desire, from the love to the sure passion of it all. Deep love is forever, so is eternal peace and we reach that at death....
So is all life suffering? Yes. It is true. By my standards alone. But being dark, and nocturnal, I found my place in this world of misery.
I shall write again soon...
Robert, The Dark Gentleman
Death is truly bliss, for it offers us liberation.
The Dark Gentleman Handbook - verse 17.
Hello everyone, Right now I am listening to the online radio station. "The Engulfed Cathedral".
It is a very interesting radio station, full of dark, cathedral music, no words at the movement, just pure dark music that entices the dark one and his dark spirit.
I have been playing Xenosaga: Episode one, and it was so much meaning and philosophy into it. I mean, I was writing down words and paragraphs of knowledge and wisdom.
This wisdom, I have applied to my life and I am just amazed at how well I have been learning and how far, I have been taking myself. From challenge to challenge, I have endured so much pain and misery, but yet, I must continue on, for if I don't, I cease to exist.
This is also my fate as the dark gentleman. Both good and bad, good are that I can live my life with elegance, beauty, and darkness. The other side, if I fail, then everything falls and then my quest to achieve will become pointless and then everyone will look upon one with pain and hatred. The world is hate, misery, and pain.
I have decided to lead my life on my own path and it may be true that we are not in control of our lives. Things happen for many reasons, for the future, or prepare us for our mortality.
Mortality is such an interesting word. We strive to live forever and yet, we are limited. We live, grow, age, and then die. To return to the earth, to let it live for centuries on. I believe that each one of us has a spirit that returns to each, calling it the cycle of life.
When death comes to us, we decay, we turn to sand, our bodies, return to the earth, giving it nutrients, soil, and life to others. Such is the balance of nature. To let the earth live on.
Is there such a thing as Immortality? If so, then living forever may seem as the greatest gift of all, but then, one becomes lonely, begging for death, for death gives us eternal peace.
I am no longer afraid of the term death, for death means peace, and liberation. When we die, there is no heaven or hell, there is only us. There is only the eternal darkness that embraces us and gives us comfort.
For eternal peace, this is our answer. No sadness, no pain or suffering, no misery, no hate, not even happiness exists. There is just peace and free. The ultimate gift of all existence.
All life is suffering, and it does not help that our society tries to cling on money for everything. Because at the end that we all inevitably reach. There is death, it comes to us in peace, pain, suffering, or misery, but the gift comes with peace, no more pain, suffering, misery, sadness, or despair. There is everything. Like the comfort sound of the ocean, our thoughts and minds remain, even in death, we continue to think.
This is why I embrace the dark, giving me eternal peace. Being Goth, nocturnal, and the dark gentleman. I have defined the meaning of death. This is something that one must find on their own.
Heaven or hell does not exist. If it did, I sure that hell will wait for me, for being dark gentleman and that being loyal and loved by the night. If this is true, then I have already faced my fate.
But however, Hell or Heaven cannot exist for it was created by the human mind. So therefore, it is only a thought, nothing more, noting less. There is only one absolute truth after death and that is the warm blanket of the night. Eternal darkness, eternal peace, and eternal beauty of our former selves.
During our lifetime, we find comfort during the night, the diamond of the full moon, and by embracing others. The alluring woman gives us comfort, for its her beauty, desires, and inner beauty, that gives us passion, and emotions. Our love for it remains as we forever try to fill the void only to learn that it was never a void in the first place. Only to be our desire for emotion. That is why sex is so misused nowadays, for it gives us a emotion, a feeling that is very difficult to be describe.
A tense feeling that is always desire, from the love to the sure passion of it all. Deep love is forever, so is eternal peace and we reach that at death....
So is all life suffering? Yes. It is true. By my standards alone. But being dark, and nocturnal, I found my place in this world of misery.
I shall write again soon...
Robert, The Dark Gentleman