things just get worse
for the past couple of months things just keep getting worse.
Im so greedy. i am cranky, i'm not happy and my heart is filled with pain and i don't want any one else in my family to be happy. that is so horrible of me but i don't i don't know how to stop it. i tried to hide the pain for the longest time but it only made it worse. i hurt so bad inside and i can't figure out how to make it go away. every one tells me to get over him and oh how badly i wish i could. but really how can i get over him when he calls in the most inconvenient times. i try and start to forget about him and as soon as i pass that starting line he stops me by calling. i been thinking about getting my cell number changed but then i am afraid he will show up at my house or something and plus why go through all that trouble. But i have finally found out that my biggest problem is that i kind of want him to keep calling because most the pain will go away if we get back together.
I don't know i'm just confused.
til next time
LOVE
zCASSIEz
Im so greedy. i am cranky, i'm not happy and my heart is filled with pain and i don't want any one else in my family to be happy. that is so horrible of me but i don't i don't know how to stop it. i tried to hide the pain for the longest time but it only made it worse. i hurt so bad inside and i can't figure out how to make it go away. every one tells me to get over him and oh how badly i wish i could. but really how can i get over him when he calls in the most inconvenient times. i try and start to forget about him and as soon as i pass that starting line he stops me by calling. i been thinking about getting my cell number changed but then i am afraid he will show up at my house or something and plus why go through all that trouble. But i have finally found out that my biggest problem is that i kind of want him to keep calling because most the pain will go away if we get back together.
I don't know i'm just confused.
til next time
LOVE
zCASSIEz