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I'll be ok. Don't worry. After I sleep tonight, it'll be pushed to the back of my mind like I do with everything that doesn't fit my life-schedule. Pushed back, only to be thought of at random moments and then pushed back again.
I knew this was coming. And I will never forgive Nanna, nannu or Judith. Callous as it sounds, I hope they never get to sleep in peace, dead or alive. They don't deserve to. The pain they've caused others should prick them every second they breathe. Or in nanna's case, she has eternity to feel the pain she's caused us. They'll never be forgiven. Never.
This is going to haunt me until I'm old and one of us dies. Never seeing him married, never meeting my nieces or nephews. My kids never knowing him, or their cousins. The knowledge of it is always going to be at the back of my mind. I can never let go of it, so they should never be able to forget the pain they've caused.
I knew this was coming. And I will never forgive Nanna, nannu or Judith. Callous as it sounds, I hope they never get to sleep in peace, dead or alive. They don't deserve to. The pain they've caused others should prick them every second they breathe. Or in nanna's case, she has eternity to feel the pain she's caused us. They'll never be forgiven. Never.
This is going to haunt me until I'm old and one of us dies. Never seeing him married, never meeting my nieces or nephews. My kids never knowing him, or their cousins. The knowledge of it is always going to be at the back of my mind. I can never let go of it, so they should never be able to forget the pain they've caused.