:/
Ok, I've always loved the violin, ever since I was really really little, but never thought I'd ever take lessons or anything and that I'd just listen to it and let it relax me while deep down I envied the ones playing the violin.....and lately I've been listening to celtic music a lot and I randomly thought of checking online, and found a beautiful violin for like 52euro, including violin, bow and case and I'm like "I WANT IIIIIT!"
And I do. I really want it. But I'm trying to justify my wanting it. There is literally no logical reason why I should buy one. I'm not going to go into the music career because I'm studying to be a psychologist so there is no...value? in learning it, like it's never going to bring me money.
Lessons I'd be learning online, but then when my parents bought me a guitar when I was interested in one, I tried learning online and decided I dislike it....Of course at the time, I didn't have internet in my room so couldn't really practice
I don't have time to practice, esp with semester 2 being a huge bitch
I have a bad habit of getting bored easily (GUITAR!!!)
I'm never going to use it. Ever. I'm not musically inclined. I love classical pieces, which is why I was so happy when dad/mum bought the keyboard and a violin....it';s something I love listening to....but it's not like anyone will ever see me, or that I'll ever use it outside my room....
I'm trying to find logic in buying it, especially since I'm saving up for Japan....and all I'm coming up with is "I like the violin. I want it" and...is that enough reason to buy one?
Why do I have to be so logical in things? I asked myself this while taking Misty for her night time walk, and realised it's about control. If I categorise things, logically, then I have control..
Logically, there's no reason for me to buy it. I need the money, I have a habit of getting bored of things, it won't aid me in the future in any financial way, if I like the music then I can listen to it online....
......I just...I dunno...wanting it, loving the music it produces, isn't a good enough reason :/
Logical reasoning ftw -_-
And I do. I really want it. But I'm trying to justify my wanting it. There is literally no logical reason why I should buy one. I'm not going to go into the music career because I'm studying to be a psychologist so there is no...value? in learning it, like it's never going to bring me money.
Lessons I'd be learning online, but then when my parents bought me a guitar when I was interested in one, I tried learning online and decided I dislike it....Of course at the time, I didn't have internet in my room so couldn't really practice
I don't have time to practice, esp with semester 2 being a huge bitch
I have a bad habit of getting bored easily (GUITAR!!!)
I'm never going to use it. Ever. I'm not musically inclined. I love classical pieces, which is why I was so happy when dad/mum bought the keyboard and a violin....it';s something I love listening to....but it's not like anyone will ever see me, or that I'll ever use it outside my room....
I'm trying to find logic in buying it, especially since I'm saving up for Japan....and all I'm coming up with is "I like the violin. I want it" and...is that enough reason to buy one?
Why do I have to be so logical in things? I asked myself this while taking Misty for her night time walk, and realised it's about control. If I categorise things, logically, then I have control..
Logically, there's no reason for me to buy it. I need the money, I have a habit of getting bored of things, it won't aid me in the future in any financial way, if I like the music then I can listen to it online....
......I just...I dunno...wanting it, loving the music it produces, isn't a good enough reason :/
Logical reasoning ftw -_-