Boom.
It has been a long time. A long time since I've posted anything in this journal. All I can say is that I'm still the same guy; just older and...aware. Yes; aware is the word I would use. Aware that I'm a bit cynical, a bit angry, a bit talented and a bit in between who I need to be and who I want to be.
I'm happy despite my cynical nature. In fact, I'm very content with life right now. I've been unemployed since I've graduated from college this past Decemember (I've had one job since; which lasted about 3 months before the project I was working on ended) and I have no idea when my next source of employment will arrive. You can only apply so much before you want to say 'fuck you' to the world, but you keep doing it because that's what needs to be done.
I've discovered that things change to fast for my liking. I think I was born in the wrong decade. I think I would have done well with the 40's. That way, I'd be an even more cynical recluse than I already am. Maybe I'd have a little money saved up so I could actually do things with people. Yeah...people. You know; those things with two legs and faces that you hang with? Yeah; those people. I don't have many people. In fact, the best part of my weekends is doing nothing. Zip. Nada. You know what I do? I research music. Yep; I'm still a music junky. Go figure.
Yeah, this whole journal thing doesn't work for me I've realized. I'll still try to write something. Even if it's not exactly how I want it to come out. Night peeps. Have a great week.
Drink a drink, smoke a smoke, do the dew and party with a Kangoroo!
I'm happy despite my cynical nature. In fact, I'm very content with life right now. I've been unemployed since I've graduated from college this past Decemember (I've had one job since; which lasted about 3 months before the project I was working on ended) and I have no idea when my next source of employment will arrive. You can only apply so much before you want to say 'fuck you' to the world, but you keep doing it because that's what needs to be done.
I've discovered that things change to fast for my liking. I think I was born in the wrong decade. I think I would have done well with the 40's. That way, I'd be an even more cynical recluse than I already am. Maybe I'd have a little money saved up so I could actually do things with people. Yeah...people. You know; those things with two legs and faces that you hang with? Yeah; those people. I don't have many people. In fact, the best part of my weekends is doing nothing. Zip. Nada. You know what I do? I research music. Yep; I'm still a music junky. Go figure.
Yeah, this whole journal thing doesn't work for me I've realized. I'll still try to write something. Even if it's not exactly how I want it to come out. Night peeps. Have a great week.
Drink a drink, smoke a smoke, do the dew and party with a Kangoroo!