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May 18, 2006 17:21

I dont know whats going on lately.
I mean whats the problem with hugging your boyfriend or standing with him.

Ash does it all the time but nobody gets at her.

Is he that unbearable to be around.

I nearly started crying today.

Is it a crime to love someone?
i dont know. whats so wrong with jamie?why does everyone hate him so?
dont you think if i wanted him to leave me alone i could make him.

I dont know what to do.i cant please anyone without upsetting the other.
I dont know why im sitting here with tears running down my face.
I dont know what to do at all.Im so scared of everything at the moment.

I just hate everything.The way everything is.i cant do anything right.
If i get good marks in a test everyone calls me for being a tp but if i dont then people rub it in my face. if i hang around with my boyfriend then my friends hate me but if i hang around with my friends my boyfriend gets jealous.

I dont have that many friends anymore.

i miss being young when everything was so easy.

Shit. i need a hug. I need someone to be there and say everythings ok.but theyre not.
I know what you think.what have i got to complain about.
well for once im gonna tell the truth.
Nic kel and that lot are ignoring me most of the time probably cos i dont hang out with their cool older freinds.
Sophie thinks i hang out with jamie too much.
Leona thinks the same.
Clair hates me.
Everyone in my class thinks im a tp and boring.
I JUST CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT ANYMORE
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