To every loser whos called me..
Today has not been good.In fact it has been absolute shit.
At first we had this meeting about achieving stuff and it seems like we were going to get lots of help and I felt that i wouldnt be alone.
Then as we were leaving Mr Wakefield had this sheet which said how many lessons we were under achieving in.Everyone saw everyone elses.
I didnt want to look.I wanted to get to geography.
So then everyone starts going "oo jess is under achieving in 5 lessons." I pretend not to hear them and i know its not bad cos iv got higher levels than most to reach.
Then Ash Scott comes up and starts saying it to my face, showing off thats hes only behind in 3 lessons. I try and explain to him about how hes only predicted lower grades than me. He doesnt listen.
S uddenly it seems as if everybody is going "what? 5? i only got 3". The bell rings. i rush out and im soo angry i smash my umbrella against the wall.As soon as i get out im in tears. I cant cope with this any more.
Either way i get called. When test results are given out if i get highest everyone complains. I f i dont theyll laugh and say im not clever or saying that im going to cry cos i didnt get top.
Im sorry for being clever. Im sorry for being able to remember stuff. Y ou can do things i cant do just the same. Are you happy? Happy that the time i get things right you just break me down.
I hate it. I hate you. Why dont you see how much you hurt me?cant everyone just leave me alone.
At first we had this meeting about achieving stuff and it seems like we were going to get lots of help and I felt that i wouldnt be alone.
Then as we were leaving Mr Wakefield had this sheet which said how many lessons we were under achieving in.Everyone saw everyone elses.
I didnt want to look.I wanted to get to geography.
So then everyone starts going "oo jess is under achieving in 5 lessons." I pretend not to hear them and i know its not bad cos iv got higher levels than most to reach.
Then Ash Scott comes up and starts saying it to my face, showing off thats hes only behind in 3 lessons. I try and explain to him about how hes only predicted lower grades than me. He doesnt listen.
S uddenly it seems as if everybody is going "what? 5? i only got 3". The bell rings. i rush out and im soo angry i smash my umbrella against the wall.As soon as i get out im in tears. I cant cope with this any more.
Either way i get called. When test results are given out if i get highest everyone complains. I f i dont theyll laugh and say im not clever or saying that im going to cry cos i didnt get top.
Im sorry for being clever. Im sorry for being able to remember stuff. Y ou can do things i cant do just the same. Are you happy? Happy that the time i get things right you just break me down.
I hate it. I hate you. Why dont you see how much you hurt me?cant everyone just leave me alone.