Changes.
It's beggening to bother me when some one says there's something seriously wrong with me.
That there's something I need to change, I beg your pardon, and excuse me but since when did you expect me to be perfect? Ok, yea what I do sometimes is pretty fucked up, and yea, I have a tendency to play games, but I know i'm not perfect and I don't expect you to be. But, DO NOT LIE TO ME.
I hate liars. Gah. This is bull shit. I mean since when do people not think before they do things? At least before I do something fucked up, I think about how much havok it's going to cause, and then I proceed. ---Gosh!-- At least i'm aware of what damage i'm doing, but if you love me and truely don't want to lose me, then call me at least ONCE a damn day and for christ's sake, don't lie to me if you've been drinking. I mean yea it's not easy to tell me, considering I don't exactly approve of drinking and/or smoking, but tell me, don't lie to me about it; that's worse.
Man, I realized I haven't changed a bit since middle school, the drama isn't there b//c it's life, it's not drama any more. And all these games, and lieing, it's all became very serious. The world is moving too fast for me now. Now wonder i'm in my room so much.... I'm hiding from what I don't want to see, the world going by, my brothers growing up, me gaining responsibility... Me... and my feelings... I hate me feelings, with the burning passion of haydes.
My feelings get me into so much trouble, so much life.... stuff so serious. My feelings have made me sick, and have scarred me. I hate feelings, because thier so powerful...
that.........
shit they could kill.
I hate guys that lie,
I Mean it just urks me so much,
like Gavin,
I love him,
and he....
he's a compulsive liar,
he dosen't know I know it...
but he is.
It's a problem.
But w//e I'm not going to push him to
change
that would be wrong.
Just,
Plain.
Wrong.
That there's something I need to change, I beg your pardon, and excuse me but since when did you expect me to be perfect? Ok, yea what I do sometimes is pretty fucked up, and yea, I have a tendency to play games, but I know i'm not perfect and I don't expect you to be. But, DO NOT LIE TO ME.
I hate liars. Gah. This is bull shit. I mean since when do people not think before they do things? At least before I do something fucked up, I think about how much havok it's going to cause, and then I proceed. ---Gosh!-- At least i'm aware of what damage i'm doing, but if you love me and truely don't want to lose me, then call me at least ONCE a damn day and for christ's sake, don't lie to me if you've been drinking. I mean yea it's not easy to tell me, considering I don't exactly approve of drinking and/or smoking, but tell me, don't lie to me about it; that's worse.
Man, I realized I haven't changed a bit since middle school, the drama isn't there b//c it's life, it's not drama any more. And all these games, and lieing, it's all became very serious. The world is moving too fast for me now. Now wonder i'm in my room so much.... I'm hiding from what I don't want to see, the world going by, my brothers growing up, me gaining responsibility... Me... and my feelings... I hate me feelings, with the burning passion of haydes.
My feelings get me into so much trouble, so much life.... stuff so serious. My feelings have made me sick, and have scarred me. I hate feelings, because thier so powerful...
that.........
shit they could kill.
I hate guys that lie,
I Mean it just urks me so much,
like Gavin,
I love him,
and he....
he's a compulsive liar,
he dosen't know I know it...
but he is.
It's a problem.
But w//e I'm not going to push him to
change
that would be wrong.
Just,
Plain.
Wrong.