May 21, 2005 11:38
I went skating last night. And Dj was there but to my surprise William was too.. yeah. wierd. Either way...Ruben was working last night and he's "up set" with me right now, so Im going to give him a little bit to chill cause Dj wants nothing to do with me either. Lets just say I confused two ppl last night like I always do. I honestly I wish Daniel was in love with some one else... because I think him being around has gotten so old that I don't like him that much any more. And for every thing I say or do to him is fake. it's like I'm going into high school now and I want something new. I have had DJ all threw middle school. Since the 6th grade I have had DJ. And it's just old. I'm not saying Im going after Ruben though either, because honestly, I don't trust him. I saw last night how quickly I was replaced and how he realy didn't care and it dosen't impress me to be hard ass. Im sorry it dosen't. And DJ just deserves better because he is too high matnence for me. Which is strange to say for a guy but he is... he wants perfection, I'm anything but perfect.
-Kittie-