Stand By Me...Wonderwall...Oasis?
My last few days have been so twisted. Me and Daniel bounce from up, to down, and life is just twisted. I have felt so invisible lately, but one person seems to see me even when I can't even see myself. I don't know how he does it. But the boy is amazing! I've liked this guy at my school for a long time and it's like I have never told anyone except for just recently. I mean I never aid anything for the longest time cause my friend liked him, but when I found out that someone else I know said something about it, I figured I don't have to hold it in eather. I mean this guy is amazing... in so many ways. I just have a feeling that if he finds out I like him that he'll think of me as just another girl who likes him and I don't want him to think of me that way!!!! I would simply doe. See no one knows this yet, but me and Daniel broke up. It was a mutual decision. We're gonna wait till we see eachother next year. Cause this isn't working. Anyways back to the guy.... ahhhhh! Just seing him I think makes me pary inside. I mean I don't show it. I really try not to. I just give him a hug and I am on my way. But this guy makes my feel so happy. And he acctually cares about people! About how they feel. Every time I listen to a certain CD I have I think of him just cause it's a band we both like. And he's just so funny! Ahhhh! His personality is OMG beautiful! There is NOTHING mnore beautiful about this guy than his personality. I would die..... Wait a minuite what am I doing? I must be dreaming. See he dosen't know any of this and he won't know. And the funny thing is, I will probably NEVER get this guy. I have a feeling I never will be more than I already am. But I can dream. I can dream my wildest dreams... because whether he knows it or not.... he's so beautiful to me. And he ALWAYS will be! hehe! ahhhhh!
-Kittie-
-Kittie-