Respect, Honor, Loyalty

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When you find out the true meaning behind somthing it hits you in a way. It knocks the breath out of you, and you can't breathe for a second... and in that time the thought over whelms you... completly drowns you in just the thought.. the words... and in that time the surroundings in it's self. That feeling also gives you a sense of respect, honor, and loyalty into that meaning. Well today I mark this day... I found one of the BIGGEST meanings to the piece of puzzle to my life...MY NAME. Sounds stupid and pointless right? Not exactly... if you didn't know when my mom was young she had a best friend... everybody does right? Anyways she moved away and where ever she was she wasn't happy. She would call my mom and talk to her about her issues (we all got them) and just chat like normal. Well after a while she didn't seem to act like herself. She just wasn't the same person my mom knew. After a while, one day, the girl's mother came home, opened the garage door only to find her daughter dead. The girl had took her life,my mother blamed herself, the girl's mother went psycho, and will never be the same. Well today I went to the cemetary and visited this girl... and I have a respect for her... I never knew her... but I am honored to have her name.. she was my mother's best friend. And I will keep her alive in my heart and in my mind...I prayed to her... promising I'd keep her alive, and asking to watch over mom. I kissed her grave, crossed it, and I most certainly...cried. Her name...
-Jacqueline Ann Inda-
1966-1984

Respect, Honor, Loyalty