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I don't know why me and jess bother most of the time.
So I've been talking to Jess about me and Nichole....Basically this all started off last week when Nichole had given Kathryn a hug before me. And I was like "meh. Whatever..." but Jess got really pissed off about it ans was all "Errr yeah, y'know Rachel's over here. You givin' her a hug too?!" And Nichole just laughed and was like "Yeah ok hold on." And finally gave me a hug.
We had Chemistry the next day and started talking about Kathryne and Jess turns round and goes "Doesn't it bother you that Kat's like...always there? And I just went "yeah. Quite a bit actually, 'cause whenever I try to be alone with Nichole she'll come over. And Calvin will too but he's not as bad." and we left it there.
So today...Nichole's talking and then says something about Kathryine and then Jess goes "Oooh. The other person in this relationship." and points to me and Nichole. I just nod. So were were kinda quite for a while then Jess and Nichole started writing notes to eachother. Then Jess lemmie see them. They were just basically Jess tellin' Nichole that Kathryn bums off her proper bad style and that she needs to include me a bit more and be with me a bit more.
Well...I good loada help that was. Kathryne got upset 'cause she found out that her ex boyfriend is going out with one of her other mates. So she's all "oooh woe is me!" all friggin' lunch time. And so Nichole goes off and comforts her and doesn't come over once to even say hi or give me a hug or a kiss...nothing. So I just stayed with Megs, Rachel and Foster all lunch. And some of you are probably like "Well why didn't you go over to her?" I'll tell you why; Because I ALWAYS go over to her. I always leave my friends even if it's only for 10 minutes to come and spend a little time with her. Even then Kathryne has to butt in and stop us from hugging. Anyway...so then something happened and Kathryn comes over and clings to Rachel and starts crying. So I roll my eyes and go over to Nichole. Because -how stupid of this was me- I actually thought I could spend a little time with my girlfriend. LOL. Oh how wrong I was. I go over, say hi, ask if Kathryn was ok, she said dunno and then walked off to go give Kathryn a hug....Well excuse me Nichole but err....who's your girlfriend again? Me or Kathryn. Normally, when your girlfriend/boyfriend comes over to you, you stay with them...even if it's just for a little while.
And don't anyone say I'm being selfish or that I don't understand about the whole "Me ex is going out with my mate" thing. 'Cause I'm not being selfish and I DO undertand. FYI, Gilmo did EXACTLY the same thing to me. She's just gotta fucking move on and stop being such a fucking attention whore. And I really would like to spend some time alone with my girlfriend in school...if that's possibe. Of course...I highly doubt it.
Oh yeah...Let's not forget that Kathryne was that one whole split us up the first time no no no can't forget about that.
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