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So umm...well im still getting fired from the Vu. assholes. i got another tattoo. its bettie page. right in the middle of my back. so im up too 14 now. yay. and im getting another tattoo tomorrow. of a japanese flower with tons of color in it. it will be on my left shoulder. im excited. Ive been almost completely accepted to Suicide girls. me and
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though here and there it all is too grotesque for words...i mean, fucking assholes
who drive you out the club because of tatoos(??), which is especially humiliating
when you think they should have told that in the first place! and they wouldn't
have accepted you...that at least would be a consequent attitude...but never mind..
you'll be better off this way...that incident with the 6 negros underlines this
once more clearly; instead of jumping across the establishment trying to help you
they let you stand alone, and fight alone...how horrible..are they freakin' insane
or what? and afterwards they start to reproach you...as if you were a naughty child!!
I really loathe these people...and i am very proud of you! you indeed took your stand.
Hell, i'd wish there were much more girls like you...with that spirit and courage..
oh well, that's exactly i began to like you so much in the first place.
You're one of a kind. You go for your tatoos...and whatever yu feel like..
i hope you will be admitted to those 'suicide girls'- as long as you don't commit
suicide, that is...haha. I regret you and Will still have problems...i think he
will have to accept your independence...freedom...that he isn't the only one!
on the other hand, and i said this before, you will have to take into account
his feelings, too...why would you have a relationship otherwise..and when you
refuse to do that, you will have to abandon him..i understand this hasn't so much
to do with 'sexual liberty'....this might be a rather painful aspect, but if
it only has to do with 'staying with him and only with him', i imagine you won't
stand that and you clearly need to spread your wings and contact other people...
hanging out with friends..you have to go on with that- without any trust between
you two your relationship will wither away..you will both suffocate..you need air!!
Perhaps not very original what i remark here, but i couldn't phrase it otherwise.
Nevertheless i sincerely hope you will be able to work it out. But not at any price.
I quit. I am longing to her your voice- ok, i hear it here, and i am glad, but
i mean a personal word to me....ok? I know you don't write long letters, no need
for that...just a few lines via my mailbox(which i prefer above the 'flickering leeflets')
Love you as always...*Kisses* hugs ....... take care, Miss Remi! your pieter.
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