You are my hero. In all ways. I pray for your safety even though you can not read this. Tears fall down my face...but i know i will see you soon. I just want you to hold me and take the pain away
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I am definitly not a guru..wish i was..on deployment. The only experiences i have had were with friends. Hubby was in the Marines before we met. He was front line Artilary. This was in 2001-2006. the WORST times of war. He was in Iraq. The main topic. He had ptsd i am sure...but..he wont admit it. He only went in the service to provide my son and I insurance and the financial support. I'm not to happy about it. They made him do Infantry. Meaning, he will be a sniper, MEANING, he WILL BE FRONTLINE again . Army comes in after the Marines..Marines do hand to have combat. Army can't. I worry about when he is deployed. He has been gone for 3 months now..i cant wait to see him. He is my living, breatheing, everything. I wouldn't know what to do if i saw those Army men in green come to my door with a flag. I would probably litteraly have a heart attack and die. He is my only friend, my only love...and I am scared as hell for him to be deported again. He will though. I do know some tricks though. If they get braces, they cant be deployed. I'm making him get them as soon as he hits our new station. He showed me the life insurance i would get if he died...I smacked him so hard...i dont want the money. i just want my husband. So, i of all people, understand. He had to go back to week 8 in training bc he broke his foot. Otherwise he would have graduated jan 26 :(
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