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I really want to move.. to like.. somewhere. where no one knows me at all... I was just thinking about all this stupid fucking shit going on and I don't want it. This is not the fucking kind of bullshit I want to deal with. everyone fucking knows everyone here and ***** and **** (names protected for my safety (haha) ) are fucking assholes and will talk all this fucking shit about me and not think twice about it. Along with like half the people I know. FUCKING TWOFACED! I think I'm going to like.. just not go out or hang out with anyone anymore.. at all until I'm like 18 and I'm leaving this fucking state. These fucking douche bags can fuckin' rot here. I don't fucking care. I'm getting the fuck out of here. this shit-drama-city and hot fucking state. ITS BULLSHIT! People dont have anything better to do but sit and talk shit about me for hours on end? That only confirms what I've been thinking right along. They're FUCKING losers. and really.. ya know.. I'm not the kind of person to let stupid shit bother me... But I'm SOOOOOOOO fucking tired of this shit!. I never intended to have this kind of shit happen. I try to AVOID shit like this. but no one can ever just be HONEST with me. What? I'm going to fucking break if you tell me the truth? No. I'm breaking now because they didn't tell me the fucking truth. and you know what really fucking gets me? THEY DON'T FUCKING CARE. they don't care what they're doing to me right now. they dont give a flying fuck about ANYTHING. but themselves.
The plan right along was to move when I turend 18...
This just makes me want to do it even more.. and not think twice about it.. at this point.. I don't really give a shit.. and you know what people.. I don't want to hear.. that it fucking gets better. BECAUSE IT DOESN'T. IT NEVER GETS ANY BETTER.
It only gets FUCKIN worse.
One Year, Six Months and Ten Days!
The plan right along was to move when I turend 18...
This just makes me want to do it even more.. and not think twice about it.. at this point.. I don't really give a shit.. and you know what people.. I don't want to hear.. that it fucking gets better. BECAUSE IT DOESN'T. IT NEVER GETS ANY BETTER.
It only gets FUCKIN worse.
One Year, Six Months and Ten Days!