Only The Truth....
For some reason, I felt like updating in my livejournal... I know that I said that I have moved completely to GJ, but there are some friends here who may be able to help me with this one guy problem.
Okay, so my freshman year, I got a really bad rep. No matter where I went or did, I happened to be the "slut who happens to go after guys and girls" and there were non-stop rumors about me. the one that i thought was funny was this one: Somehow I supposably had a threesome on the school stage during the Homecoming dance that year. Well, that's a lie. I was hanging out with seniors and just talking. I was mainly hanging out with Patti at the time though. Anyways, you're probably wondering how I'm going to tie this into the guy problem. Well, the night of the dance, John Wilkins called me. He kept asking me questions and stuff, and I let him believe what he wanted about me. I know now that this was a major mistake, because I'm having this problem. So, after awhile, he left me alone. Sophmore year, the rumors only got bigger, and that's when I decided to get back to my old self- back to the silent girl. I couldn't help it anymore. I mean, these rumors started to destroy reps of my friends, and I don't want my friends to be looked down upon. I don't give a fuck what people think about me, but my friends are a totally other story. Well, during that entire year, John happened to keep pestering me. I just ignored him most of the times- trying to hide back inside my shell. That shell which I cracked in middle school, because I was a total bitch back then. Then, he started to call me again. This time, he called twice and asked me out. I once again, turned him down. Shortly afterwards, he .... he raped me. That's when I turned into a very hateful person. Because of this fool, I have problems getting courage... I have a huge self-image problem. Last year, Junior year, he called me once a month. Continuously trying to get me to go out with him, and he kept saying that he knows me inside out and all, which he doesn't. The way that he described me on that telephone made me to look like the scankiest person alive, and I hate it when people think that I'm a tramp. This year, he still bothers me on the phone. He keeps asking me out, and I keep turning him down... .I don't know what to do.
Well, I'm glad that I finally got this all off my chest. I think that I'm afraid to actually have my school friends know about this, because they would only lecture me, and I don't need lecturing.
<3 Trisha
Okay, so my freshman year, I got a really bad rep. No matter where I went or did, I happened to be the "slut who happens to go after guys and girls" and there were non-stop rumors about me. the one that i thought was funny was this one: Somehow I supposably had a threesome on the school stage during the Homecoming dance that year. Well, that's a lie. I was hanging out with seniors and just talking. I was mainly hanging out with Patti at the time though. Anyways, you're probably wondering how I'm going to tie this into the guy problem. Well, the night of the dance, John Wilkins called me. He kept asking me questions and stuff, and I let him believe what he wanted about me. I know now that this was a major mistake, because I'm having this problem. So, after awhile, he left me alone. Sophmore year, the rumors only got bigger, and that's when I decided to get back to my old self- back to the silent girl. I couldn't help it anymore. I mean, these rumors started to destroy reps of my friends, and I don't want my friends to be looked down upon. I don't give a fuck what people think about me, but my friends are a totally other story. Well, during that entire year, John happened to keep pestering me. I just ignored him most of the times- trying to hide back inside my shell. That shell which I cracked in middle school, because I was a total bitch back then. Then, he started to call me again. This time, he called twice and asked me out. I once again, turned him down. Shortly afterwards, he .... he raped me. That's when I turned into a very hateful person. Because of this fool, I have problems getting courage... I have a huge self-image problem. Last year, Junior year, he called me once a month. Continuously trying to get me to go out with him, and he kept saying that he knows me inside out and all, which he doesn't. The way that he described me on that telephone made me to look like the scankiest person alive, and I hate it when people think that I'm a tramp. This year, he still bothers me on the phone. He keeps asking me out, and I keep turning him down... .I don't know what to do.
Well, I'm glad that I finally got this all off my chest. I think that I'm afraid to actually have my school friends know about this, because they would only lecture me, and I don't need lecturing.
<3 Trisha