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Okay so I've been told I haven't been updating my journal. Well. . . here's the news on my friend. . . She says I've been being negative and so that's why she stopped talking to me. First off. . . her, better than anyone should know that you can come to me if you have a problem with me. I'm very open minded and understanding. . . god a fuckin stranger can tell that unless I've had a whole bunch of fucking shit on my mind and no one to talk to!! That would make me alittle negative I guess. . . oh and the fact and kinda COMES WITH WHO I AM!!! god I swear if one more god damned person tries to change me I will bitch slap them, slit their throat and feed them to the local zoo lions!! God. if you aren't my friend for who I am then don't bother!! cause I'm not gunna change who the fuck I am to suit anyone!! I am me, if I wasn't why would I say so?? Please answer this for me. God dammit you morons!!! You are the kind of people who give us Goths a bad name, always trying to change us and we are forced to retaliate and therefor we get in trouble and all Goths are automatically assumed trouble with spikes.
Okay on to another topic. . . I dunno what to think about Russ anymore. I mean I do like him, yeah, god he's a sweetheart but I don't know if I can wait around. It's soooo tempting to just say yes to someone but I won't cause I have a respect to fulfill. ::sighs:: Anyways. . . THANK YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH KYKY. I really dunno what I would have done if I haven't had you to talk to for the past couple of days. You really are a great friend and I will find a way to see you, I promise!!!
Well. . . hey to all my other friends. Sorry for not singling you out and everything. . . luv yall too!! cyas!!
Okay on to another topic. . . I dunno what to think about Russ anymore. I mean I do like him, yeah, god he's a sweetheart but I don't know if I can wait around. It's soooo tempting to just say yes to someone but I won't cause I have a respect to fulfill. ::sighs:: Anyways. . . THANK YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH KYKY. I really dunno what I would have done if I haven't had you to talk to for the past couple of days. You really are a great friend and I will find a way to see you, I promise!!!
Well. . . hey to all my other friends. Sorry for not singling you out and everything. . . luv yall too!! cyas!!