::sighs::
I'm seriously contemplating death. I really hate my life. I only have like Russell and. . .uhh. . well. . .Chris. net. .yeah that's who I have. Prolly the only reason I don't over dose on 800 mg tablets of Aspirin. . .
My friend is really starting to get on my nerves. She bailed on me when I need her the most. Again I am thankful that TJ called yesterday, who knows what I would have done. God. . . I really wish Russell was here. I miss him sooooo much . . . .
Well I'm gunna go. . .
even though I'm depressed I'm still happy I'm getting to talk to Russell right now!!!
My friend is really starting to get on my nerves. She bailed on me when I need her the most. Again I am thankful that TJ called yesterday, who knows what I would have done. God. . . I really wish Russell was here. I miss him sooooo much . . . .
Well I'm gunna go. . .
even though I'm depressed I'm still happy I'm getting to talk to Russell right now!!!