**Sighs**

Nov 06, 2002 09:41

Hmm.. well i am in school right now. God i hate this place. Well... hmm... 2 major things i must write about. Gotta get off my chest.

-1- Well... I think its been about a week since i learned but... My dad has been having alot of medical problems lately. Back before my mom was hospitalized for 6 months, my gave me the "speech" I don't know if any of u know what that is but its the entire u haven't take of the house if something is to happen. That load of shit. Well... My dad fell off the porch last week and scratched his back up pretty good. He claims it was from his knee going out but when he told me to go get our next door neighbor i knew something had to have been wrong. Now, we both me and my grandmother believe my neighbor on something... its true. She has a sister that is a diabetic and my dad was just classified as one. They haven't given him a tester, and the still haven't. Well... u are to keep your blood sugar level to about 1400 - 1500. Somewhere close to that. Well we figured out that his was over 3000 and he was about to have a stroke. Well i deffinately figured out where i get my stubborness from. He refused to call the doctor and ect. So i had to stay up till 11 when our neighbor came back so i could sleep. Well... during the time she was gone, i think my dad ended up drunk. Really responsible dad... really responsible.. but he gave me the same talk as my mom did before she was hospitalized and died 6 months later as predicted. That upset me. Even though me and my dad may not always get along, i can not afford to lose someone else. Specially not my dad. But we found out that he is going to have to have an artery replaced and repair work don't to some swollen blood vessel. Hence the 2 anuerisms in his legs. But... that has had me a little up tight lately. Guess it was about time to talk about it.

-2- Halloween. I loved it. It was one of the best ones i have had in a long long time. It was originally suppose to be me kim and nick, but 2 of there friends, which i had met before at her party awhile back came.Jason and Matt. Well... we had a sex faerie handcuffed to a sex kitten (me), and ass pirate, Mr. Satan from dbz and a vampire portraying the bad points of them. It was lotta fun. Kim looks very good in a dress, despite what she might think.

Hmm.. well... i should add a third one in here about how i feel right now.But.. oh what the hell. I have 30 more minutes of this fucking class.

-3- I hate life... very simple actually. I want to die so i can torment those alove who tormented me then kill them by freak accident and the torute them in hell.

Hmm... that wasn't that hard. Well... this weekend i get to go to the woods. Leaving friday and prolly coming back sunday or monday. To Spike:: COME WITH ME... Dad invited you. MY DAD INVITED YOU!!! Please... come... BTW, Kimpie... i would have invited you but i don't want crossfire and i haven't seen Spike in awhile... as if she wants to see me but yeah....

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