::sighs::
I hate my fucking grandmother. Today, I have barely been able to breathe, and still now as I type I can barely breathe but. . . . I find that if I have nothing to think about or get upset I can breathe easier, and my nanny nows that. She knows I have a hard time in school with fights and stiff specially with teachers. I've had a sharp pain in my chest and upwards all day. I called nanny, but she said "now is just not a good time" I mean come on it would only take a total of 15 minutes. . .. 5 to get there. 5 to get to my house, and 5 to get from my house to hers. But she prefers to take 30 minutes, by parking across the street and refusing to drive across because she might get hit yet I almost got hit listening to her. Then she started complaining about how she could've been injured and I'm like . . right. . and I have an invisible force field that repels cars that are going 45 mph.
For those who actually know me. .. know I won't cry. . not from pain. . . but I did. During lunch I just cracked. I hated it. Specially since Nick, Jewunia, Ada, Kim and everyone else was there. But it hurt soooo much and I'd been trying not to cry all day. I was freezing and I couldn't eat it hurt too much. When I got home, I could tell my dad was pissed when I told him about nanny and school. He fixed me some soup for lunch. I'm getting to eat tacos because I love them and it's soft shelled and I'll regret it later, but I need food. I didn't eat supper, breakfast and I had soup for lunch which isn't very filling. So, blah!!
Anyways. .. enough complaining for today. Kill me now.
For those who actually know me. .. know I won't cry. . not from pain. . . but I did. During lunch I just cracked. I hated it. Specially since Nick, Jewunia, Ada, Kim and everyone else was there. But it hurt soooo much and I'd been trying not to cry all day. I was freezing and I couldn't eat it hurt too much. When I got home, I could tell my dad was pissed when I told him about nanny and school. He fixed me some soup for lunch. I'm getting to eat tacos because I love them and it's soft shelled and I'll regret it later, but I need food. I didn't eat supper, breakfast and I had soup for lunch which isn't very filling. So, blah!!
Anyways. .. enough complaining for today. Kill me now.