All her pain she kept inside
I can't stand this. I'm no good at sitting around hospitals, I just can't do it. It's like the place screams out everyone's pain while I'm there and I get so freaked out I wear gloves no matter what. I feel guilty for not checking in there more but I think I make Matt's parent's uncomfortable. Dylan is taking care of Meghan and being all quiet and ready to explode at some point. And Rhia and Oz are just kind of scary intense.
I couldn't lie, I told everyone flat out where I found Matt and what had happened as far as I know. Then I called Vince and he showed at the hospital. It wasn't a pretty conversation, he sucks at more than pickup lines and he managed to make me insanely mad and he hasn't really talked to me since.
I don't think for a second he would teach Matt dark magic. I don't even have a problem with him teaching him beginners magic. I have a serious problem that he didn't tell us what was going on. I want to talk rationally about that but the longer he doesn't talk to me the harder that's gonna be.
Hi redhead, temper and all.
So this afternoon I just got in my car and drove, just pointed away from LA and went until I realized I was on autopilot and was nearing Sunnydale. So I thought what the hell. I can be out of town until sunday morning it's not like I don't have a phone for people to get ahold of me if something changes. And I think Vince has forgotten how to dial a phone so it doesn't really matter.
I thought briefly about going to talk to Will and Tara but I just can't imagine the whole yeah I'm dating the nephew of the benevelent dictator for life of hell and I'm having problems conversation with them. Especially after the whole sharing vampire energy thing. I don't know what I'm going to do, maybe have a few drinks, or a lot of drinks.
Fuck or drive around town a lot being mad and sad and wanting to kick things.
I couldn't lie, I told everyone flat out where I found Matt and what had happened as far as I know. Then I called Vince and he showed at the hospital. It wasn't a pretty conversation, he sucks at more than pickup lines and he managed to make me insanely mad and he hasn't really talked to me since.
I don't think for a second he would teach Matt dark magic. I don't even have a problem with him teaching him beginners magic. I have a serious problem that he didn't tell us what was going on. I want to talk rationally about that but the longer he doesn't talk to me the harder that's gonna be.
Hi redhead, temper and all.
So this afternoon I just got in my car and drove, just pointed away from LA and went until I realized I was on autopilot and was nearing Sunnydale. So I thought what the hell. I can be out of town until sunday morning it's not like I don't have a phone for people to get ahold of me if something changes. And I think Vince has forgotten how to dial a phone so it doesn't really matter.
I thought briefly about going to talk to Will and Tara but I just can't imagine the whole yeah I'm dating the nephew of the benevelent dictator for life of hell and I'm having problems conversation with them. Especially after the whole sharing vampire energy thing. I don't know what I'm going to do, maybe have a few drinks, or a lot of drinks.
Fuck or drive around town a lot being mad and sad and wanting to kick things.